yet without you...

Everything lies around me,
happiness, sorrows they all surround me.
yet without you, I am all alone.

the rays of sun come in with a welcome charm,
An aura surrounds, no idea whether cold or warm.
yet without you, I am all alone.

people come, people go,
they look all the same, i wont know.
yet without you, I am all alone.

Sometimes it so happens, around yet not there,
thoughts haunt me, with the fact that you don't care.
yet without you, I am all alone.

Never my eyes have been this grim,
and never my soul, had lost its steam.
yet without you, I am all alone.

wishes remain wishes, and desires incomplete,
how do i ignore someone, who lives in my heartbeat.
yet without you, I am all alone.

i don't love you but i don't hate either,
but it hurts within and i feel my heart shatter.

And yet without you, I am all alone....

Dedicated to someone I have been addicted to since 2 years,,,

Little did this heart knew

When I sent that

Request you.



Unaware what was to

Come and what

Was to follow.



A years couple passed

Watching you grow

Into someone beautiful.



Admired, pampered yet

Unaware of what lied

Within me.



Charmed about the

Way you spoke,

I was amazed.



How I wished what

Was to come,

How you knew.



Continued meeting not

Knowing something

Was growing.



Came a gap

Took it lightly,

It would end too.



Came a time when

We reconnected and i

Rejoiced.



Realised a lovely

Flower typing

Behind that cute id.



Didn’t know in

My heart what

Was to follow.



And an attachment

Started building

Within strange.



Wondered I how

Can it be a person

So distant.





But stupid heart

Was never

To listen.



Saw her again lively

As ever but a

Thought arose.



Will she be worth

It and a madness

Had begun.



Gave her happiness

Importance than own

For no reason proper.



May be she mesmerized

Or was too good

Followed her like crazy.



Little was I aware

Feelings were born

Within.



Here I lie

Amongst stars countless

And mine far away.



Will she ever be

Mine, I never

Know for sure.



May be I love

Her but can it

Defeat the odds.



Someone I never

Met, can love show

Power pure.



And heaven knows

Till when this

Heart will beat.



For her,

For her only….

Far away yet so close...

After seeing you back again...

You know how it felt,
After seeing you back again.

Eyes glew and heart began after melt,
After seeing you back again.

Pulse raced, a temptation arose within,
After seeing you back again.

Looked beautiful as ever, gleam I felt,
After seeing you back again.

Hands moved after to touch,
After seeing you back again.

Skin too wanted after feel it much,
After seeing you back again.

Took me back in time,
After seeing you back again.

Remembered when you were mine,
After seeing you back again.

Nostalgic I felt, missed you so.
For what my heart holds now, I never know.

But

I felt happy,
After seeing you back again...