I have........

I have a wish,
a wish I have kept within.
To see you for once,
for its been forever since last time I had seen.

I have a desire,
a desire that is lying inside.
to hold you in my arms,
and express myself completely,having nothing to hide.

I have a longing,
a longing i have never shown.
longing for your touch.
something for long you havent known.

I have a heart,
which always has loved you and will continue doing so.
For I hold you inside me somewhere,
and will never let you go.

Dedicated to my best buddies Amuu,Appy,Lee,Nima and Ved

Time is passing by
as things turn up for change,
But its rather unusual
As i find it strange
its been two years,
since new life found me
Lost in a world of excitement,
Since I entered this tranquil sea
Moments tell my mind,
to enjoy with all the desire
wishes lay unfulfilled,
to be razed by an invisible fire
Friends have come in my life,
Some there some gone
True it is my life needs a change,
Yet I shall miss everything of here
For my life as a student,
Some things are bright and clear..

Miss you all always!!!

And this is for all my teachers, I know teachers day is gone but still...

Alone and new were we,

Change you brought in us for the good.



That moment we knew you were there for us,

From your eyes, we understood.



Stood there by our side in times we stood strong,

Helped us come out of shell, from being frail and weak.



Your smile cheered us up every moment,

Knew you prepared us for d best the minute you began to speak.



Times you scolded us; it was nothing but your concern for us,

Being like our mother sometimes making us behave for better.



Breaking into laughter when something went funny,

A friend sometimes joining our chatter.



Have guided us always by being a motivating force,

Gave us an ear, when we had something to say.



Grateful we are, for you prepared us for life,

Be the same loving teacher,today,tomorrow and always.

With the first ray...

With the first ray of morning,
with the last dream of night.

I always think of you,
and want to hold you tight.

As moment passes from my eyes,
as a day goes along.

You remain in me somewhere,
like words of some heart touching song.

One desire I have to see you in front,
one desire I have that distance vanishes.

Going on now with your memories,
going on now with a thought.

That you lie somewhere tough far,
that you are my moon and not just a star

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So you left me one day,
didnt bother about anything.
heart cracked and tears rolled down,
because you were my everything.

Promises broken and reality came in front,
the way it hurt inside,dreams got shattered.
Trusted you more than anything,
because your happiness was all that mattered.

hard it is to forget you,
for you were my life,my world.
Left it changed completely,
how could you be like this,so cold?

Confident I was
that my heart would not break,
yet you gave me a nightmare
with my eyes open and me wide awake.

upon closing my eyes
those moments pleasent I see.
makes me wonder how beautiful life
in dream world might be.

I dont know how to go on
without you dear,
Miss you still and always
amidst this time queer.

When we met....

Street in Shimla,crowded yet lonely,
there walk strangers,two and only.

They seem to know each other,but not to well,
yet time has put them together,only time will tell.

Seems like a couple,from far away,
birds chirrup and winds blow,how lovely is this day.

Nice it feels,for the boy whose been alone,
safe girl feels,as if great time has begun.

they walk and walk,through markets upper and lower,
stare people around,also some near a tall tower.

Cant be stopped as time takes a strange twist,
few people join them,from crowd amidst.

Wishes the boy,they shouldn't have come,
for he had been liking her and it had just begun.

Time comes and both have to go,
for what will happen between the two,only time will know.

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I live without you,
Still holding memories.
Beings a smile on my face,
At the same time about you it worries.

You told me not to look at your picture,
What do I do of the one in my heart?
Without you baby life is unclear
And I have no idea where to start.

Despite of things between us,
To you I still belong,
You lay in me like an incomplete prose
Of an incomplete song.

Every day I get up,
Your face I wish to look at,
Thoughts surround air around,
Still pleasant are those yet.

Time goes by,
Still I wonder what you are up to.
Part of me here and part missing,
To go on I have to.

Yet something holds me back,
No dear I want you really,
Just give me a chance baby,
I`l love you dearly.

The day we met...

It was a day sun shone,
Rains soothed earth and my heart beyond.
Seemed ever beautiful then,
I’ll meet my sweetheart when.

Time went ahead with its usual pace,
With every passing moment my heart began to race.
Yet little fear lurked within,
What if something came, In between?

Confused I was with what to wear,
With this anxiety I felt exited I swear.
Went through my wardrobe for something nice,
To see gleam in her eyes what will suffice.

Morning passed and it became noon,
And me singing the same lovey dovey tune.
Hurried up with my food to move fast,
Knowing ill meet her, after all, at last.

Came time to style myself up,
What hairstyle to choose something cute or something tough?
Did my best to impress her,
Meeting a star as If I were.

Dressed up, decent yet smart,
For my evening with her, about to start.
Moment came to meet I had to leave,
Exited as a kid I was, I believe.

With a strange aura around I saw her at a distance,
An angel beautiful, to say for an instance.
Going close saw it in her eyes,
We met after all,despite of many tries.

And what happened after that?
Ask me... 

I think of you

I think of you when sun comes down,
I think of you when no one is around.

I think of you when I feel low,
I think of you when nowhere i`ve to go.

I think of you when tears fill my eyes,
I think of you because thoughts tell no lies.

I think of you when I am deep in sleep,
I think of you when I smile I weep.

I think of you when rain falls outside,
I think of you when I sit alone seaside.

I think of you when I miss you,
Feels bad you can’t be with me when you have to.

Will you?

Will you be by my side
If I asked you to?


Will you support me always,
In bad times I go through?

Will you show you care
When I am in pain?

Will you have faith in me
If something wrong I do again?

Will you hold my hand
If everyone is against me?

Will you show that you love,
Today, tomorrow and always?

How do I live without you?

How do I live without you,
What can I do without you.
You complete my life dear,
I am incomplete without you.

Arms have been longing
Eyes are still thirsty.
Thoughts are full of memories,
We shared and we do.

How do I live without you,
What can I do without you.
You complete my life dear,
I am incomplete without you.

Things have changed
So has our life.
But something lurks within,
Many things they do.

How do I live without you,
What can I do without you.
You complete my life dear,
I am incomplete without you.

When you move away
With every step you take,
You take away my soul,
Yes you do.

How do I live without you,
What can I do without you.
You complete my life dear,
I am incomplete without you.

Been a long time
Many things remain unsaid,
Skin awaits touch lips are thirsty,
Thirst is in me,like with everyone they do.

How do I live without you,
What can I do without you.
You complete my life dear,
I am incomplete without you.

So hard it is
to be away and alone,
streets empty arms long for you
yes they do.

How do I live without you,
What can I do without you.
You complete my life dear,
I am incomplete without you.

Life is colorful

Life is colorful, with plenty of joy, hardly any sight of pain,
Happy days are back in my life once again.

Gone are the times I used to beg for good beg for a while,
Tears have dried up again and here I am with my classy smile.

Time is like season, sometimes bad sometimes good,
Lost hope once but truth now I understood.

Every day is great and every moment new,
Such things are rare and occur times a quiet few.

Living heartily, enjoying every second,
Its gonna be like this for long I just reckoned.

Feeling like being in stars when writing this poem, this lovely song,
Hope these moments are forever and last quiet a long.

With a new beginning, whole new start,
I will strive for success this year with all my heart.

Its happening and...

Its happening and it is strange,
I cant find words to express myself today.


True, may be I am in some kind of pain,
Not knowing which, has created this thing.

True, may be I am hurt by someone,
Not knowing whom, has made me wonder.

I am thinking how, that the world is beautiful
But my life isn’t ?

I am thinking how, that people enjoy life
But I don’t.

Nice it is, to give excuse and move on,
To bury the reality and be calm.

Nice it is, to give to give excuse and move on,
To be lazy and sleep like a log.

They say times change but is that really true?
I have seen people dying waiting for that change.

They say times change but is that really true?
I have been waiting for three years and noting yet happened.

And I realized one fact
May be by insight,
To live as long as my heart beats.

And I realized one fact,
May be by insight,
To keep myself moving never mind
What pain and joy life gives.

And yes I realized…..

April 20th 2010

Do I love you?

Do I love you
I don’t know,
Why do I think and
Its not clear whom I
Think about.

Do I love you
I don’t know,
Why do I await someone but
Its not clear
Who it is.

Do I love you
I don’t know,
Why I raise an empty hand
But not knowing whom
It is for.

Do I love you
I don’t know,
Why is it when a call comes
I cant think if its
Yours or not.

Do I love you
I don’t know,
Why my eyes light up
A path and I don’t know for
Whom it is.

Do I love you
I don’t know,
Why this heart beats but
Not knowing whom it
Is for.

Do I love you,
I don’t know
Why I am typing this and
For whom because

Do I love you
I really don’t know.

Date written-8th March 2010

Time told me once

Time told me once

Time told me once,
It would not stay for long.

Remembered her monce,
Yet felt helpless.

Time gone is time lost,
And so is emptiness in my heart.

Yet I seem to need her at any cost,
To complete my life and my world.

Time has changed,
So has everything else.

Without her everything seems strange,
Nothing in present seems to replace her.

Time has come,
Will tell her the truth.

In her absence I go numb,
That I need her every moment…

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Every time I wake up

Every time I wake up,
Life is still playing the old game
With me.

I realize that once again
No one is there to listen
to my words.

Talking to myself,
And to the walls, wonder if
They too are ditching me.

Every time I close my eyes,
Life is still bleak with nights
And days.

I realize that once again
No one will pay attention
To what I do.

Walking alone down
The street, wonder if
They too care a damn.

Every time I feel a touch
Its just an imaginary hand lying out
To me.

I realize that once again
No one wants to feel
Me much.

Sitting here by myself
Nothing to do, but express myself.
And my secrets
Which lurk deep within
Me.

there i belong

There I belong
In your arms

There I belong
In your eyes

Wanted to be
Anywhere but with you

Wanted to see
Everything you do.

With every beat
You seem close

With every beat
Together coming moments those.

Surely then
Sun will rise

Surely then
I’ll get a nice surprise

Whence I’ll
Admire your beauty

Whence I’ll
Love you as my duty

It will be heavenly
To see

It will be heavenly
Just to be you and me
Song of life
We shall sing

Song of life
In our hearts shall ring

Its been long
Since I saw a twinkling star

Its got to be strong
As it gets being us far

My arms have been so
Empty now

My arms have been
Like this somehow

Here I wait
Lest that moment come soon

Here I wait
Lets be each other`s forever.

Date written-March 6th

Thinking of you

Thinking of u

I was thinking of u just a short while

I missed Ur warm hug n I loved ur precious smile

I was just thinking of u n Ur beautiful eyes

Just looking into mine they tell no lies

I was thinking of u when I felt my heart ache

I wished I had Ur affection, an affection that will never die

I was thinking of u holding on to me

The way I felt, the way it should be

I was thinking of u to tell u id try

To give u pure love till d day ill die

I was thinking of you letting me care

Just to let u know ill always be there

Everytime I

EVERY TIME I………


every time I looked up the sky,
I wished I could see you then.

Present were you sometime back,
I don’t know you went when.

every time I touched my heart,
I wished I could feel you in.

Awake you were somewhere,
Why away, what committed I’ve sin.

every time I wave my hand,
I wished you could hold it on.

The feeling of your presence,
Existed once and now its gone.

every time I felt something against my chest,
I wished you could, look at me with nothing but love.

Now nothing is onto me not even air,
Which no more carries your scent, and has gone above.

every time I see myself breath
You know that I live only for you.

There might be many other reasons to live,
But none as precious and worth having as you..


Date written-5th march 2010