Here I keep walking,,,,

Transient life, why can’t my mind be
last few years a cacophony of tears and smiles,
here I stand at the no man’s land
neither sad nor happy.
So easy for the humans to move on
to adjust with needs, with others. Not me
Do you recognize me
will you tomorrow?
I have a heart and I know it beats,
Growing older day, unknown of its purpose.
Lost in the crowd,
Sick of lies around.
what do I do
have to go on,
Not aware of my path,
not familiar with hurdles.
Blind as a bat,
listening to hearts echo.
Though not completely alone,
She has her eyes on my path
and holds my hand so that I don’t fall.
Grateful to her.
And thus towards a destination unknown
here I keep walking..

She is the one I adore

Oh dear one
after long time have I seen
the sun rise
right in your eyes,
Like a fresh
life bloomed
in the heart beats
I call mine.

Waited because of desire
lost yet arose
when I saw you
Yes now there is
a girl
I can see me
truly living
with.

So unpredictable is
life we live it,
though world is small,
people around us
we seldom see.
Searching for that
one person, who would
accept us unconditionally.

Careless before
about myself
about my life.
She has given
me a direction
for what I strive.
For I don’t know
what lies ahead,
What’s in store
I see myself in her eyes,
she’s the one I adore.

You were my life

You were in my life,

Like bliss to my soul.

Then I could barely sleep,

Reality was more fascinating,

Used to wait,

For my phone to ring.

One sign and I would rush,

Just to see you.

Was addicted,

Like a drug you were to me.
The addiction of which,

I had slowly begun to love.

Every morning my eyes,

Wanting to rise with sunshine yours.

And that killer smile,

Lurking in them still.

Just like sea I know,
Life too is transient.

Too stubborn to accept

That I have a life too.
For my life were you.

Time just flew,

We made no promises,

Knowing they will be broken.

Perhaps we knew something,

This wasn’t permanent too.

 

 The day you turned away,

Never believed you did.

Because my heart I believed,

Was permanently locked with yours.

I asked you time and again why,

You just moved away.

Did you ever realize?

How it feels,

To face the broken mirror,

Every day to see parts

Of glass but myself scattered.

Not that I couldn’t get

Someone just that I am too

Arrogant, stubborn because all

I need is you.

You are my once in a lifetime.

A wiff from the past

What magic you did on my heart,
Year seems like a decade had gone apart.

Sometimes it seems like yesterday we spent together,
And sometimes like as if it’s been forever.

In my sleep, I can feel you in my dreams,
When I open my eyes it seems so real.

Then I realize no more you are a part-of my life,
That have you have pushed me away, alone.

Just can’t accept anyone else now,
My heart though its broken, is still with you.

Before I break into pieces...

Came a stage in life,
I let you go,
Even when in my heart,
I wanted you so.
Up you left me,
helpless and lone.
Little did you knew,
You were my one.
Like a fool I watched,
Distance growing slowly.
Like sun setting in my horizon,
It has and I feel lowly.
Reminds me of you,
My own cologne, those songs.
For I remember then,
To whom I belong.
My cheerful face you see,
Is just a mask,
The real me searches for answers.
For the questions heart cannot ask.
Did you realize ever,
how every bit of second I live.
Every sunrise brings hope,
Faded but firm hope it gives.
Do you ever realize,
What have you done?
I was, I am madly in love with you,
and you thought it was fun?
Loving someone I know,
doesn’t give you right to own her,
but is it justified you left me,
as if lies my feelings were?
Somehow working, my heart
Despite of hurt and tears you gave,
Thought a bit, would have never approached,
or this could have inexisted, never have.
and Yet it is not yet late,
I still love you, you`l see in my eyes I swear I do.
Please come back before I break into pieces.