Before I break into pieces...

Came a stage in life,
I let you go,
Even when in my heart,
I wanted you so.
Up you left me,
helpless and lone.
Little did you knew,
You were my one.
Like a fool I watched,
Distance growing slowly.
Like sun setting in my horizon,
It has and I feel lowly.
Reminds me of you,
My own cologne, those songs.
For I remember then,
To whom I belong.
My cheerful face you see,
Is just a mask,
The real me searches for answers.
For the questions heart cannot ask.
Did you realize ever,
how every bit of second I live.
Every sunrise brings hope,
Faded but firm hope it gives.
Do you ever realize,
What have you done?
I was, I am madly in love with you,
and you thought it was fun?
Loving someone I know,
doesn’t give you right to own her,
but is it justified you left me,
as if lies my feelings were?
Somehow working, my heart
Despite of hurt and tears you gave,
Thought a bit, would have never approached,
or this could have inexisted, never have.
and Yet it is not yet late,
I still love you, you`l see in my eyes I swear I do.
Please come back before I break into pieces.