From the moment I open my eyes

From the moment I open my eyes in the morning,

Till I close them for the night

You are remembered in every waking moment

In every essence, of my beating heart.

For all I know, what happened was just,

You made a choice, considered your happiness first,

And without thinking life changed

Adapt and live or die, I chose the former.

That scent, that song, that wish you had,

Or just whatever seen along,

It does nothing but makes me nostalgic

Brings me closer to what I want to run away from.

How do I walk alone in the life, the paths?

When we together were supposed to do it hand in hand,

Feels like a battle already lost

And no I am not enjoying losing because I hang on.

                 When I met you, made my choice and stood firm,

That place in my heart is forever yours and it will.

That no one will replace, it’s not some toy never was.

Empty it feels, for you completed me, my life.

Feels hurt, and pain no physical injury can give,

Gone is my smile, my energy, my zeal, gone is my sleep.

And I don’t blame you, can’t control how you feel

But I am deeply hurt, and it sucks to be where I am,

Right now.